i wish. i wish.

I feel so lonely. I'm badly missing him and now he's far from me. I didn't even had a chance to see him for the last time. After we broke up, things had change, I'm trying to be happy, enjoying myself. I'm getting insane thinking about him! Wherever I go, he's all I'm thinking about, hoping he's OK. We often talk, chat nor text! All day I'm just waiting for his text messages. Every time my phone beeps, I'm excited to read it, but then.. @#$%  no message from him. :(